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i have a new journal.. have had it.. its
killalettex
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Saturday, February 12th, 2005
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You don't wanna tussle with a down ninjette
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"Thy Unveiling"
-ICP
Carnival of Carnage,
The Ringmaster,
The Riddle Box,
The Great Milenko,
The Amazing Jeckel Brothers,
and The Wraith
looks like were all out of time brother!
Everybodys out of time!
Fuck It, We gots to tell them
All secrets will now be told
no more hidden messengers
this is it yall
times up
everything be out right here
no need for the reverse talking
the truth.
Now we have been told this carnival shit has touched many lives.
People have fuckin` sworn to us they too can feel it inside.
What is it that draws you in, this magic that compels you?
We`ve been waiting six fuckin` joker cards to finally tell you.
This messengers and hints were there, all though most never picked up on them.
We snuck em` in subliminally with that wicked shit around them.
We mentioned more and more of this on every Joker's Card.
The bottom line always the same, you aint have to look hard.
We wickedly kick it, inflict it, you get it, get with it and dig we
don't preach it flat, cause some ninjas don`t wanna get with ya, they
quick to forget ya without the hatchet and gat out.
So we rose the hatchet, do or die, now Juggalos standing tall, after
all 6 have risen the end of time will consume us all. It aint got
nothing to do with us, It aint Psychopathic Records!
All we`re doing is pointing this shit out to you, we in this together!
Who`s behind the Dark Carnival, thet Gatherings and the hatchet? Who`s
beind Dark Lotus, the circus and everybody at it?
Who inveted Juggalos and Juggalette and fuckin Faygo showers? What
about that feeling you get when bumping our shit, who`s behind these
Juggalo powers?
This ain`t no fuckin fan club, It aint about making a buck. Don`t buy
our fuckin action figures bitch, i dont give a fuck. It aint About
Violent J or Shaggy, the Butterfly or seventeen.
When we speak of Shangri-La, what you think we mean? Truth is we follow
GOD, we`ve always been behind him, The Dark Carnival is GOD and may all
Juggalos find him!
May The Juggalos Find Him!
May The Juggalos Find Him!
May The Juggalos Find Him!
He's out there, He's Out there!
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
We don't care what happens now.
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
We swing our hatchet and we`re proud.
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
Painted faces in the crowd.
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
The Carnival will carry on.
He`s Out There!
May The Juggalos Find Him!
He's Out There!
May The Juggalos Find Him!
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
The Carnival will carry on.
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
The Carnival will carry on.
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
Painted faces in the crowd.
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
Our carnival will carry one.
yeh, he`s everywhere!
Im sayin he's anywhere!
juggalos, hes out there!
yeh, yeh, everywhere!
He's Out There
Come see the show,
big top show,
Walk in and hang with the dead carnival
Dead dirty carnies, dead juggalos
Walk in and hang with the dead carnival
he`s out there!
Juggla, Juggla, fuck with the juggla
Juggla, Juggla, fuck with the juggla
Juggla, Juggla, fuck with the juggla
ya cant fuck with the juggla
May the Juggalos find him!
May the Juggalos find him!
He's out there!
May the Juggalos find him!
May the Juggalos find him!
He's out there! He`s out there!
We all gonna die, but I`m not gonna fry
Even though most never try.
I`m not gonna let this pass me bye, no.
This is our world! This is our world! This is our world!
SO GET THE FUCK OUT!
This is our world! This is our world! This is our world!
SO GET THE FUCK OUT!
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
We don`t care what happens now.
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
We swing our hatchets and we`re proud.
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
Painted faces in the crowd.
We`re not sorry if we tricked you!
The Carnival will carry on.
Suck My Nuts! Bitch, Fuck You!
Suck My Nuts! Bitch, Fuck You!
Inner City Posse got the Dog Beats
ICP we got the dog beats!
Inner City Posse got the Dog Beats
Icp we got the dog beats!
3 rings, a ding-a-ding-ding
people love to point and stare
3 rings, a ding-a-ding-ding
its the same as everywhere
Murder Go Round,Murder Go Round
How ya gonna fuck wit a wicked clown!
Murder Go Round,Murder Go Round
How ya gonna fuck wit a wicked clown!
He's out there!
We don't care what happen's now!
We swing our hatchets and we`re proud!
Painted Faces in the crowd!
The Carnival will carry on!
The Carnival will carry on!
Painted Faces in the crowd!
The Carnival will carry on!
The Carnival will carry on!
Thank you! ladies and gentlemen.
Thank you for joining us
We hope you`ve enjoyed the Wraith's exibit of Shangri-La
and soon as you die, this will be yours!
Thank you for joining us! Thank you byyyatch!
hahahaha, always remeber to fuck off!
Fuck Off! good bye!
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sometimes its so crazy
that nothing can save me
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"Mr Brightside"
I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
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im far from perfect
CANT YOU SEE THAT THIS WORLD IS SMUGGLING YOUR BEAUITUFL EYES TO SEE THE LOVE INSIDE OF US
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| Time: | 12:02 am. |
| Music: | trivium. |
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ok these are gonna be huge but shut up
ok
my mom got a new digital camera so i will be havin glots more pictures
OF MY NEW HAIR.. lol
these were tooken at maggens
my eyes bitch
my rock on hand
this one looks liek i got beat up.. didntsleep for 3 days
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Friday, February 11th, 2005
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gees i cant take this
i cant stop thinking about patrick
my mom called heather a physco bitch
i want to talk to brooke
i want to talk to patrick
i feel bad for leaving school, but i couldnt handle it
my hands are bruised from digging my nails into them
thats what i do when i get really angry and idk what to do
then i cry
i cried because i was mad
because of what heather did
because i hate heather
because i was scared for patrick
i cant believe somebody would do all this for revenge and because shes mad
i mean come on
get over it, get over yourself
i am sure she will still try to be nice to me
im gonna tell her off nicely
and then turn around
she sits behind me in french
its her fault nobody likes her
and she thinks shes gonna have friends after this
whatever
theres still another hour until school is out ... an hour and a half
until brooke get shome and 2 hours until patrick gets home.. unless
danile takes him home then he should be home the same time brooke gets
home or earlier
please let danile take him home, please
i dont know how to make an hour pass by
im sorry patrick for leaving you at school all alone
i feel terrible
i tried to sleep... i was in the car becuz of the sun
but theres no sun in here to make me tired
i want to sleep to pass time or do something
i think im gonna go watch t/v
my chest hurts
i have a headache
my hands hurt
i need patrick and brooke right now
and yet my mom is still dying my hair today ... we have to do touch-ups
geees...todays not the day, but i have to
and if you dont understand why this is affecting me so much then im sorry
and im not trying to make it seem worse then it is because its pretty bad
and thanks for tryingto make me laugh at lunch guys, but it never woulda worked
last night i woke up in the middle of the night crying because my knee hurt so bad
then i woke up at 5 and i have been up since then
and i still havnt showered since monday
all that time this morning
oh well
im a grungy kid this week, but my hair looks great
maybe i should have stuck it up for patrick and stayed at school for him
but then again if i was that bad he would have wanted me to go home
heather why are you doing this
our word against yours
we will beat you
we will win
and you will be left int he dust with nobody
you are evil
you are immature
you need help
you need to get a life
you need to stop lieing and go on with life
you need to know nothing is gonna take me from him
no matter what you say
oh yea, patricks dad wants to kill me
but his mom likes me
: )
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| Time: | 12:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  angry. |
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well alot has happend
right now i should be at school, but i am home.. let me tell you the story
i get out of my 2nd period class ( we only have 4 periods a day.. block schedule , ye swe have 8 classes we go eveyr other day)
i walk up to patrick liek usual and hes saying someting to mike
here we go...
heathers dad called the school and told them she is not at school because she is scared of patrick
she said he has been sexually harrassing her
and wrote her a 9 page hate note
then saying she thinks hes going to hurt her and she is all scared
then game the school names
steven forrester
daniele mills
mike hershman
brooke hall
they have nothing to do with it
she didnt give them my nam e
becuz i knowt the truth
orb ecuz she likes me
but everything is in that note
i worte the note
he hasnt talked to her since they broke up
he would never hurt a girl
and he hasnt harrassed her at all
she is making it all up
for revenge
so we went to lunch and i was crying and called my mom and she came and got me
thye sent patrick to anger managment starting in march
and then tey said that he might have been suspended or expelled
but hes not
i hate heathe r hilt
more then anything
i have so much hate for her
im gonna call her after i talk to broke na dpatrick
oh yea.. we dyed my hair
it was dark brown
now its like red ish purple blackish
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Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
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today i wrote heather a ten page hate note
i never once said i hated her though
i said alot of i hate the way...
and basically named everything about her
it was talking about her an dpatrick
and today i read every note she ever wrote him
it took me a long time.. there was a bout 60 of them
it pissed me off even more
and she realy is a freak
it was nice to tell her off and tell her how i feel and how patrick did and does
then he IMed her and todl her he hated her and how she was
how she never was there or really cared
she todl him she loved him all the time
but it was just words
she masturbates alot
she talkeda about that in the notes
i have french with her tomorrow
idk what im going to do
the note was really harsh
idk what to do , but i had to give it to her
its how i feel
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Saturday, February 5th, 2005
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ILOVE metallica, ponys, summertime, patrick w. roberts, daisys,
anderson highschool, bikes,
guitar, Jeremy R., inscents,
McDonalds Breakfast, my rings, Mountain Dew,
hot topoic, Mascara,
slash,
Pictures, motley crue, trumpets, phone, Duct tape, steak n shake,
BROOKE HALL, music,
eyeliner, food, purple, shoes,
sam, steven forrester, my mom,
grass,the breakfast club, my boat,
our lake house, being at the lakes , iron maiden, apples,
cAnDy, haliegh busby, lesbians, paper,
paint, donkeys, candles, gay kids,
slipknot, summers with ashley, METAL,
chocolate, chuck taylors, aShLeY aUsTiN
perfume...
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ok well .... patrick was grounded but came over and it was nice.. we got in my grandmas attic and stayed up there forever
then when we were taking him home MY BROTHER BARFED ALL OVER TEH GAS STATION... it was pretty cool
heather just signed on.. then went away
i want her to come back so i can argue with her
shes been making me really mad lately
hey she came back
gahh patrick needs to wake up
i guess i feel asleep on the phone with him last night
and woke up and the ph one was off and soemwhere in my living room
wierd
i want to know what happend
.. ehh hang on
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omg .. this is like pretty much ME
You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new YYH Series ~A
Bleeding Heart~
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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
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im in computer right now
we have a sub so i can do whatever i want
me and mijana are gonna turn into hot lesbians ; )
and yes... ok not really BUT WE CAN DREAM
i love patrick
and yes.. im obred and im not going to do anywork this class period
becuz it SUCKS
today for lunch we had sketti and it was gooooood
this class is gonna last forever
and my pink floyd bag broke
and i didnt do my homework in math
but i never do so its OK
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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well as of now i am at the library
i was talking to patrick and i just had an urge to go to the library so HERE I AM... i have been here for a while... i saw corinne deane and we were talking and im like oh yea well im going to a slipknot concert and shes like I HATE YOU i never thought i would hate you AGAIN, but now i do.. and that made me feel pretty shitty!!
and i checked out some books.. it took me a total of 40 minutes to find these books...
the dirt/motley crue.. written by them
kiss and make up by gene simmons
the band that was forgotten a guns n roses book
and a metallica book
yea.. i had to search the whole damn place for these.. i had to go upstairs and i was there FOREVER... man oh man, but i finally got it... but i still didnt find the other metallica one.. i was PISSED
i am only writting this to pass time.. my gma shoudl be here at 7:30
i want to talk to patrick.. he made me feel bad when i got off the phoen with him.. hes like just leave.. he was giving me a tast of my own medicine.. i do that to him at school all the time, but I WONT ANYMORE
today in mr.fox's class was fun
me
steven forrester
sara hall
and danielle.. some girl who manages teh wrestling team
WE ARE THE FAB 4
i love these kids, we kept getting in trouble for talking and it was crazy ... WE WOULD NOT SHUT UP
yea.. go us
well im gonna go now
I LOVE BROOKE HALL : )
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
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I Believe In a Thing Called Love by The Darkness |
"I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everythin' is A.OK!"
You played it cheesy and campy in 2004, but you know how to rock out.
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WOO GO ME
i believe in a thing called love
just listen to the rythm of the heart
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cause i just discovered
imaginations takin over
another day without a lover
the more i come to understand the touch of my hand
my god i love brittany spears
; )
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Friday, January 28th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:19 pm. |
| Mood: |  cold. |
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well today i went courtney kumkowskis house.. i spelled that wrong
jeremy richardson was there
and ryan riggins.. spelling once again
jeremy is a cool kid
there really funny
i felt a little out of place
im shy at first... : )
but omg they made prank calls
and jeremy would go
I HAVE A PICKLE IN MY ASS CAN YOU GET IT OUT
and he called like 20 people
it was great
then ryan would do a deep voice
it was fun
an dyea... i made friends go me
im a loser
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patrick mikal maggen came over again
we were at my gmas
IT WAS GREAT
great fun night man
now jeremy and jake want to fight
(amandas ex boyfriends but shsein love with jake)
its funny
me aned holly collier are good friends now
she just found out about heather being a lesbian
im really obred
i cant stay the nigth with holly because ihave SATURDAY SCHOOL TOMORROW
joy
penis
its gonna suck 8:00 to 11:00
THREE HOURS OF HELL
but im gonna get patrick to come over tmorrow
PATRICK ORDERED OOUT TICKETS FORTHE SLIPKNOT CONCERT with lamb of god and shadows fall
SCORE
YES
its gonna be the best night
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